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The Turning of the Tide

Taken today: iPhone 15 Plus.

I’m happy to report that after a turbulent year, things are finally starting to look up! Dare I think it safe to exhale?

Not quite yet; but I can feel a change in the wind. As I stare out my picture window, I feel a natural smile resting on the corners of my mouth. I don’t remember the last time I felt a smile that wasn’t forced.

Just received news that I’ll be able to afford to take the rest of the year off and simply heal from all of the chaos and drama that has been my life for the past several months. Perhaps I’ll seek out another position as an Addiction Counselor in the spring: Time will tell.

For now, I’ll luxuriate in the thoughts of taking this NIKON DSLR out and about and actually be a photographer again. (Of course it helps to have a new car.)

I really want to take the plunge and become a true black and white photographer; but when I think of all of the vibrant colours that are out in the world- I recoil. There’s so much emotion in black and white though. Only when one strips away colours, do the contrast, gamma, and various tones (midtones, etc.) come forth in their own ways.

I have an appointment today; perhaps I’ll venture out with the camera and see what I find. 😎


R E B I R T H

9.7.24.


Sunflower


A LEWK

Off to another meeting. Piggy tails and all…


First of 2023

The fireworks are dying down; it’s officially 2023 and it’s just you and me, camera…😁

#self #tintype #iphonese


Last of the Mohicans

#self

Kinda digging the new glasses.

So long 2022! (And good riddance!)


HNY

Another year gone! Happy New Year world. 🫀

And happy 11 year anniversary to my blog!


Christmas!

Busted water pipe repaired and the water’s running again. Thought that was worth a smile if anything is. Merry Christmas to anyone who finds him/her/themselves at this dusty corner of the web! 🫀


12.21.22.

#besties

#sepia

12.21.22.


First Glass

53 and my first pair of glasses. 🤓


Besties

16 & 1/2 years. My bestie. 🫀


SP

iPhoneSE. 12.12.22.


Tintype: SP

Cynical on my best days. Tintype: Straight out of the camera/SOOTC.

12.2.22. iPhoneSE.


Not Today

GRrrrr… 11.20.22.


Tonight

iPhoneSE. 9.16.22.


Diamonds

Joining the “letting my white hair grow out entirely” movement. Haven’t shaved my legs in over 20 years (yeah I did just say that, ’cause I’m a badass like that) so I figure I’d add another arrow in my quiver. Turning 53 has its rewards! You just don’t give a flying leap who thinks what about you and that’s freedom.


Smize

2022. iPhoneSE.


Collage

Image

My self portraits over the past few years.

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Today is pretty rough. My monster Nutrition assignment is overdue (it’s about 10 pages long, or, supposed to be) and it’s been relatively difficult for me to stay on top of my work. My focus has been seriously lacking since this car accident.

I’ve been playing this game called “Overclocked”. Intriguing. (I’ve been an avid adventure gamer for 20 + years.)

The protagonist is a specializing psychologist who has been assigned to a grungy Staten Island mental hospital. He’s simultaneously working on 5 inmates’ cases. They’re all catatonic with amnesia. As he uses hypnosis and various other techniques, he’s able to trigger a sequence of flashbacks in the patients- one at a time. You’re then able to play the role of the patient- pre- breakdown. With each new flashback that the patient experiences, they begin further back in their lives, so it’s as if you’re walking backwards through their lives- further- each time, only in reverse. It’s pretty darn cool.

It’s rainy throughout the game, and the mood is appropriately somber.
It’s highly entertaining though, especially for a sociology and psychology student. 🙂