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Winter Come

[Taken today. iPhone SE]


Humility

In The Rooms APP

-Author Unknown

Celebrating 5 months clean; to the day. I feel incredible.


Morning Walk in B & W.

For Gav: I saw this in colour on my morning walk down an alley yesterday, but my brain immediately converted it to black and white & I thought of you. 😉 Hope you like it. xx


God is AWESOME

I cannot even begin to explain how God is blessing me in my life right now! Especially recently. I just stay in a constant state of joy and exuberance. Only God can do that.

So I graduated from Aspen University almost 3 years ago with my Master’s degree in Psychology and Addiction Counseling. I’ve never doubted that in God’s time, He would open the door and prepare my way to begin working on my clinical hours so that I can become a licensed Mental Health Counselor. I’m already a mental health counselor- specializing in addiction, I’m just not licensed in the state of Indiana.

I was just given the number to the state licensure organization and I called and spoke with them, which led me to the Career Services Department at Indiana University (the college by which I received my Bachelor’s of Science in Psychology). Because I’m an alumni of Indiana University East, I have access to their Career Services, allowing me to take advantage of their directing me in how to go about obtaining my clinical hours. GOD. HAS. OPENED. THE. DOOR!

I’m really going to be starting my clinical hours very soon! This is a huge moment in my life. 🤗 I’m ECSTATIC.

I legit can’t keep up with all of the blessings God’s sharing with me and my Mom- in tandem. It’s incredible. We’ve been rejoicing at the great things God is doing in our lives.

I didn’t see any of this coming. It’s when we let go of the reigns- those ridiculous reigns that we think help us but are really driving us into the ground- and let God, as the saying goes, that we’re freed. When we truly let go, we have peace.

Peace, and true happiness.

And that’s the only way to experience God’s joy, truly.

Thanks to Him, I live in His joy. 🙂 24/7.

He. Is. Awesome. 🤗✝️🤗

SELF

TRAFFIC

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This Side of Heaven

Evening stroll; Taken tonight. 8.3.23.

iPhone SE.


C R I C K E T S

Crickets. I may be a weirdo.

I’m alright with that. 😁


My Mother’s Hands

Full of wisdom & grace. 7.16.23.


ORIGINAL SONG: THE FLOOD

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Click the link above to hear an original song I wrote called “The Flood”. A song about Addiction & pain; recovery and redemption. ♥️

This is an original song I wrote called “The Flood”, and it’s a song about struggling with addiction, but it’s dedicated to an unnamed gay friend of mine at Redbubble; He’s a phenomenal artist who shared a photo of himself holding a Bible in front of a Church in full drag, in the rain- mascara running down his face- lipstick all smudged; I found him incredibly beautiful. What a powerful image! I dedicate this song especially to him. Love you guys. ♥️

Lyrics:

“The Flood”

Standing, in the water

And your knees are, covered by the flood

Covered by the flood

Dancing, pitter patter, noise & noise & words

Falling down in idle chatter

Open up your mouth

And drink in the rain

Drink in the rain

And doesn’t it break your heart?

Doesn’t it make you cry?

Doesn’t it make you glad?

Turn the tears to wine

It doesn’t make you bad

For drinking in the rain

Don’t know what to do

With so much pain

I ate the guts out of a dirty potato

And now I’m feeling better, better, better, ooh


AA Meeting: Fishhead Soup Group 😎


Another Day in Paradise

Month 2 without you; I’m still alright to smile. 😎🖤🌻


Rocking the Migraine

Day 6 of this beast. I. Am. Exhausted.


The Pain Train Rides Again

Helllllo migraine. Again. Thankfully my ‘graines are mostly only hormonal now, so they seldom pay a visit, but when they do, they make a smashing entrance. “Hey Seri, cancel life today.” 🥴🤕😵


DJD: The Diagnosis

Just in: DJD/ Degenerative Joint Disease/ AKA Osteoarthritis.

Prognosis: incurable. This explains why I’ve been couch-bound for 4 days, strapped to a heating pad, barely able to walk after reaching in for a gallon of milk.

Could’ve been worse. Finger on my pulse, yep; still here. 🫀


Birth

Gas station street art: oil and water. Iphone SE. 2.10.22.

The Birth

Eyes squeezed
Liquid
Pours into the mouth
No matter how tight it may be

Murky depths and water
Flood the slitted eyes
Death in its black and hollow cave
Extends a hand, quickly
Slapped back by the light
Which is growing yellow
Fat and bright

Wraps itself around the scene
Like a cobra
Shedding its last skin

The breath which was muted
Comes fast and loud and rough
Eyes burst open
Liquid spills and rolls down little hills

A final sigh as breath is held
Smiles are passed around like Cuban cigars
In the other room

More liquid
Filling and spilling from eyes
The baby cries

-B. Lindsey (original)
9/7/13


Forbidden

Agoraphobic temptations. SP.


Dreams of Technicolour

Artist with a camera. Better than “photographer”. IPHONE SE- no filters. 2.6.22.


In Case you Die

A little warning beforehand would’ve been nice. So in case I die from the vaxx, who do I call?

😂

* Would make the same choice 1000 times over.

* Dying from a vaccine- not common.

* Dying from Covid-19 unvaxxed- YEP.


Low Light Film Grain

…needs to make a comeback. Think I’m’a be the one to bring it back.

And yes, I have another raging headache. (But at least it’s not a migraine.)

Yet.

2.4.22. Iphone SE.


MELANCHOLIA

This one’s for you, Gav. ❤️ I feel you. x

Medicine: https://youtu.be/EdmL835q9To